poltergeist

we do own all that enviable smiles

2009-11-05T12:30:00.004+08:00

may God bless us. go go limeBi!! +)

amin ya rabbal alamin...

2009-10-30T12:07:00.003+08:00

perhatian pd kaum kerabat limeBi yg brminat ;

SINGGOH LER KT BLOG KITE! AMBE UPDATE GMBO RAYE ARITU. HEHE. SORRY LMBT.

^o^

upside-down

2009-10-02T16:13:00.004+08:00

things lately had been in a vile mess.

to a greatestfriend of mine - i'm deeply sorry for my drawback-stupid-wrong act towards you all this while. im turning over a new leaf. maybe i won't promise you the moon but at least give me a chance to have the moonlight for you..

to a bestestfriend of mine - i owe you thousands apologies of mine for all the wrongdoings. it was rather far from my intention to run you so much in trouble. i have no idea that this would happen. i knew, there's nothing left for a quick fix. i take the blame. im sorry that all i can do is just sorry..

to mama - i have been always in this way that i felt so bad being me. sorry that i can hardly put my ears on your words. maybe someday, time would change everything and so do i..

"Oh please God, i pleaded for Your guts in me..."

colours of night

2009-09-26T11:29:00.003+08:00

mine! ^^

insanity

2009-09-26T10:35:00.007+08:00

it's a mission for a nice dress.
instead, we end up wandering aimlessly around the town on foot.
extremely caught by the giant 'spotlight'.
and we're now fully baked!

Goshh the air cond was SUPERB! hahaha

we just get in the fitting room out of silly

life expectancy

2009-09-21T14:49:00.003+08:00

eventually, the clock agrees not to hurt my wish, being here updating what not.

finally, the dreadful TRIAL was over. only God knows how i was locked in a mortal-combat for the last 3 weeks.

fortunately, im still alive though badly bruised by the defeat.

obviously, im not ready for the 'big day of being me' - Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia.

durhh,.

barely conscious i guess.

2009-09-20T15:11:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

"yeayeay!"

in memory

2009-09-13T20:08:00.006+08:00

meski tidak pernah berkasih-sayang, rindu-rinduan
perginya dia, hilangnya dia bukan sementara
hanya 'di sana' jua bersua kita akhirnya.

AL FATIHAH
kepada Allahyarhammah Nur Izzati Bt Anuar
(10.09.2009)

"senyum manis awak buat kenang-kenangan
bahawa kita sebenarnya pernah tahu akan masing-masing
doa saya, damailah sentiasa di alam sana.."

september

2009-09-04T11:08:00.003+08:00

yes it is.

for so long that i left the corner silent, overcast.

nobody cares, sure. but i do miss it.

maybe i need a fresh start.

after trial, perhaps..

lee's study group

2009-05-24T16:37:00.003+08:00

this is not actually a natural phenomenon.
fairly ODD for people like me. but yeah.
undeniably a true story, people!

freaky huh.

tangkal kencing malam bos!

death knell

2009-05-09T09:48:00.003+08:00

oh, it's 9th May.
4 more absolute days to go for mid term.
*deep sigh*

i should bother to study right now.
but you know, when random things divert your attention away
from what you are actually up to.

life's too much demand, i shall say.
perhaps, im the one with all that thousand-and-one groan of despair?
nahh. let's just blow the thought.

oh, i almost lost the point here.
school days are FUN when you, yourself are.
so, this is a note to self - let's have FUN!

'you better watch out with the grades'
apparently mother starts her grumbling over there.......

last but never least
GI BLAJO NUHH!!

it's a charity

2009-05-01T19:58:00.013+08:00

Media Journalism Club is going to the Hospital tomorrow for the kids!

i followed them to Mydin Mall for the shopping.
owh. it was last Sunday.
yea, late post. haha. wateva. enjoy the snap!

extremely enjoyed the fun. x)

conclusion - school uniform rocks! xP

i can smell the summer scent

2009-05-01T10:21:00.004+08:00

hi MAY! =)

geesshh.
April was sooooooo hectic i might add.
should have another glance through the flashback :

- we had the Answering Skill after school period which practically made me stayback-ed for
for the whole week.

- more Answering Skill on WEEKENDS like 'oh ho hello principal!'

- Sports Day. sure, nothing to do with me but hey, im there supporting you guys! +P

- Malaysia Cergas. well, you know..............

- hemm.... H O M E W O R K S? you tell me.

eh, is that so? sounded not-that-hectic la..aiyaa.

fiuhh, mind you.
my other classmates are way more busier than that, throughout the month.
rarely to be seen in class.
drama, various competitions, things to do with prefect's, club and society, uniform unit blablabla.
result in an extra calm and empty classroom.
its kinda odd. weirdly odd. i guess.
well, it's good that they are active in both academic and curricular activities.

and me...dangerously passive. T.T

oh wait. ALERT!!
Mid-term is in two weeks.

err. should i put a rope around my neck?

2009-04-30T19:00:00.004+08:00

This is a note of desperation:

DADDY, I WANT TO PLAY.........

saturday

2009-04-25T17:37:00.003+08:00

no snapping for today.
sport's day as always, is a capacity crowd.

Media Journalism Club had their own stall and it was awesome!
the way the did works together, served the customers, raised fund for unfortunate kids etc.
like WOW! big hand for you guys!

oh btw,
congrats to LAKSAMANA for winning the trophy for this year.
we rock baybeh! +D

PPi and Scouts too!

this is totally random snap with syAa.
=)

colours

2009-04-25T17:07:00.006+08:00

girl next door - lily =)

depression elevation? HAHA!

sarahsabrina : she drew
fatinathirah : she painted
wannurhidayah : she sighed
nurfahimah : she laughed
hatimkhadijah : she grumbled
sitiakilah : she bored
farhana : she slept
syeerasorhana : M. I. A

this is what we were basically did during the BM Answering Skill last week.
all in all,

BRAVO ! ^^

sabri lee

2009-04-25T00:19:00.008+08:00

alert guys.
it's 12.50 am and my eyes still wide awake!
no way.

oh, i just got this combative spirit while doing all those mind-numbing calculation,
alone in the dead of night.
haha. doesn't it sounded a lil bit creepy?
+P

okay, like this..
i aim to get A for addmath, AT LEAST once in my life.
it's not wrong to dream. people say so.

im possessing a very strong grudge against 'addmath-A1 students' since En.Roslee, himself
go bald when to mention about his 'half-drowned' students.
so guys, read this :

JUST KEEP YOUR EYES PEELED FOR ANY SIGNS OF MY BLUE-PEN MARKS!

p/s : half-drowned here means weak students... as quoted by Sir Lee.

horrendous

2009-04-24T14:12:00.004+08:00

i dont think life could be any more annoying.
when shits happened.

somehow somewhere which i never would want to know.
i just cracked the HANDPHONE screen!

for life's sake, the screen is now enjoying it's new 'wallpaper'.
DARN IT!

......

T.T
.

sports day

2009-04-21T18:54:00.004+08:00

is going to be fun?
IN YOUR DREAM.
i need it not. and hating it as much as no words can explain it.
it's going to be SOS Day instead, i swear.

clear enough, dear Mrs Principal.?

err..
she's not linking me, does she?
no she didnt. sure..
that's not her to spend hours sticking her eyeballs on the screen, just for the sulaimanian's blogs.
heck no.

wuuuahh. what a sheer boredom i got here.
the oxygen in the body cant even flow well.
get me a funny monkey, please!

T.T

weekend-less

2009-04-18T14:38:00.004+08:00

those camps were finally OVER.

very much owed a great dept of gratitude to the organizer of the **** camp.
as if all my homeworks for this week are left untouched.
and im now mentally & physically in prepared to take any consequences.

'THANK YOU' madam/sir. [wide grin with a deep bow]

syera was absent for today.YOU'RE SO LUCKY, woman!
i almost lost my head for the boiling hot place.
and for the tedious lecture, definitely yes.

owh, i gotta go for lunch.
+.+

ehem. pardon me. is it FRIDAY?

2009-04-17T18:32:00.005+08:00

suprisingly,

stayback-ed for the library stuff till 5...

disgustingly,

no comment for that.i flatly turned down to be on duty for 5 days in row..

well.
not bad though. today was pretty much amusing i guess.
silly-ing every seconds with sya and pemoh.
badly in need of rest because of that, mind you.
HAHA.

we did 'cutting' stuff ; 34-metres cloth into pieces and blablabla.
well, we cant really give our hands out with those complicated thing
because you know...our hands are just 'hands'.

differently goes to aiman's. gosh! he had the most incredible 'magic-touch' ever!
he made every complex things to look easy on his own.
gerhh.

SALUTE!

that's all. tata!

friends and friend

2009-04-15T19:20:00.003+08:00

i just came back home.
yes, very late and worn out.

it was only a slight drizzle, thunderless, throughout the day.
oh i just love it!

i went to see a friend of mine who'd been hospitalized since last saturday.
we had lunch beforehand.
together there were sya, myah, nanie, mosyi and alya.
omg. they are damn madly insane.
i cant stop laughing the ass off for those trashy jokes they did.
'berusung..!'
BWAHAHAHAHAHA!

owh. by the way,
though he might not read this, but still
encik haiqal,
get well soon dude!
it was bad to see your bored face to look even more boring.
=)

p/s : how cute little bro he got. keh3.

oh ho hello!

2009-04-14T19:17:00.005+08:00

oh dear world...
im back!
WOHOOOO!!

nobody seems to have their sight on me, sure..
and i bet nobody even aware of me standing here.
but for your concern, i have been away for SUCH a long period, for God's sake!

damn MISSING YOU !!

-- disregard that retarded brat --

oh well people.
apparently the medulla oblongata is functioning well.
so, B E A R WI T H I T.

how can i take up this kind of interest to fall in love with......................b i o l o g y?
let me tell you, biology supposed to be fun enough if you're listening.
that's it.
mystery solved!

gotta go now.
more updates later on.

(watch out stupid internet. im holding the power. BWAHAHAHA!)

who are you? like i care.

2009-03-28T17:54:00.006+08:00

i wonder why is that people criticize others when they are gutless enough to disclose themselves.
and yes, these kind of people is nobody than a waste of space.

if there's any chance that im to be blame for things that im totally clueless here, then sorry.

or maybe it is either way?

dont worry, i just bite human at times.

well, get back to your own life because you know,

deep resentment is just not good for your soul... =)

tadaa

2009-03-26T18:58:00.004+08:00

im back world!

with less energy...

the whole week that i've been away for was horribly exhausting.
so much things happened that made me felt bad for being myself.

we've been nagged by the teachers of each subjects basically for being lazy enough to do our homework and of course for our slow progression towards achieving what we supposed to.
as if the Principal said.

as today, Sambutan Maulidur Rasul. a new event and also a new experience.
for this event, Bestarians had gone through quite some experience.
but we surely did not owe any further explaination to anybody.
we perfectly knew what should be the matters and every pieces that happened behind the curtain, for real.
as we still held our hands tightly in each other, that's more than enough for me.

and why am i being so emo?
MUAHAHA!

-signing off-

you know what

2009-03-21T19:08:00.004+08:00

i can see the face of our beloved Principal, holding a wide grin
while waiting for me at the school gate.
clear and sharp 7am.

oh what a wrong imagination i got here!

till next friday and saturday, GOODBYE world...

aji.ogy.razi

2009-03-21T17:56:00.005+08:00

a bowling day with Razi. meet our former class monitor of 3bestari07, Mr. Razi. well, the boys called him Aji or Ogy instead.

oh it was very longkang game, indeed!

[sorry for those blurry view. well, LG is bad at capturing. derhh..]

stranded. haha.

yeah we're from planet earth!

watch that sexayy lips!

ouhmagod!

2009-03-20T12:49:00.006+08:00

April is approaching.
Noooooo!!!

yes, i need to focus.
okay. stay FOCUS, you spoiled brat!

no more internet till weekend.
watch me, dudes.

FOCUS!

2009-03-19T13:48:00.003+08:00

i threw up like 6 times last night. food poisoned, guess so. it felt horrible like losing half of my soul. stupid fried mee! so no homework-ing for today. cant really focus.

traditional?

2009-03-18T16:30:00.002+08:00

i quit !

man...
it's so hard to change the template to any other blogskins.
i really can't work it on!
but you just made it sounded pretty easy, myah.
emotionally made me 'perasan' that i can do it all by myself.
HAHAHA!

i know. i should have asked you to help me on this, in the first place.
before that, im still looking for the skins though. haha.
i'll give to you my password later.

ahh.
i really have no idea why am i being so outdated for not knowing all this.
no joke man, this is serious.
what if i have to do assignments ahead in my college life that needed me to master this kind of stuff?
i mean, different way lah.
you know.

im gonna crack my nerve at that moment.
adoii...

desperado

2009-03-17T21:35:00.003+08:00

hey you.
yes it's you, Mr. Soul Destroying Boredom.
so like you're not gonna vanish, huh?

those numbers are truly on their way preparing me upside down
since, like when?the sun is still pouring its light.
yea sort of.
mind you, im doing this 'undefined-error' which i never gonna solved it
by my own scatter brain.
the questions were giler susah nak mati, ok.

ohh. did i mentioned that it was addmaths?
yea yea you got that.

so, i end up wandering about here, in this planet.
no grounds for complaint for this second post of the day, people.
im not interested.
hate this? just bug off.

oh. tell you what.
we do Bestarians our own blog.
HAHAHA!
but it's still under repair, guess so.
lotsa out of the ordinary events ; behind the scenes.
so, make sure to check it out!
coming soon bebeh! =)

kiddies whine, i am.

2009-03-17T12:17:00.006+08:00

i felt so inanimate lately.
getting sick at heart of......life.
yeah i do. as often as not.

i mean..
why is that time is ticking away so double-quick just like that?!

oh how i wish the time is remote-controlled.
so i can just simply paused it momentarily.
till im done eating up the giant plate of the homeworks-of-mine.

im not laying any blame to the teachers.
okay, maybe at times. when they put on too much.
but they ain't do that for nothing.
it would cost students benifits , sooner or later.
i do aware of that.

but sometimes, it's too exhausting.

yeah i know i know.
everybody goes through that.
no need to let out that stupid piercing shriek like you're the one.

derhh. it's too bad for you, sarah sabrina.
nobody seems to care about this silly tiny stuff.

sowhatever..

yesterday

2009-03-16T13:54:00.005+08:00

the Gjays reunite after such a time-journey
(excluded nadirah. she couldn't make it) at mariana's place.

im soo darn missed them.
and as much as usual.
i always had my GREEN-EYES on them.
for their perfect life, heck yeah.

attractive gorgeous fair smart brilliant tall skinny long-leg nice hair etc etc.
gahh!
it is a gift, surely. God blessed them.

aside from the fact that we haven't
set our eyes on each other for quite some time
we still made to live up the same so-called 'Gjays atmosphere'.

the laughs for those silly-ish crap,
the smiles for the sudden silence,
the randomness when gossiping,
the gone-wild imagination of ours.
that's just us.

ahh!
i really miss those... back to our days of being young!
wrinkles, no......

and and and.
what supposed to be most highlighted matter here
is that, they still who they are.
and im so much thankful for that!

^o^

sick note

2009-03-13T09:27:00.006+08:00

Happy Holidays everybody!
oh. cant wait to meet around with those awesome Gjays!

huemm.
i read this somewhere. dimly remembered where.
but it does attracts my eyeballs.

he said that :
studying - the word which originates from a combination of words 'study' and 'dying'.

somehow it does make sense.

let me tell you.
it's all about common symptoms of being SPM-ers.

like my tuition classes.
im saying no.
rather, the feeling turned contrast.
the thought of i might be lost the chance of attending for the next time
keep knocking my mind.
as if the 'death shadow' is waiting for me at the corner.

in other sense, i have to study for at least before the eyes shut and
the heart is no longer in able to pump any oxygen.

gahh!
for saying that i HAD the symptoms.
shit, im freak out!

a piece of luck

2009-03-11T18:40:00.004+08:00

i feel so damn super duper H I G H at the moment!

definitely for the fact that we got great marks for the oral test. (boastfully hold the head up)
MUAHAHAHA!
thank you Pn. Rabaah!
and Alhamdulillah...

oh well.
who on earth wouldn't feel that way if they really got what they desire's for.
tell me then. i wanna share my love with her/him/them.

we discussed on a topic 'Friend'.
wait, it's not that simple as the spelling.
we almost drained out for it.
conclusion -spontaneous is just not for me.

---------------------------------------------

we started off a bit...calm.
short while, we were like frozed up as her eyeballs about close to tears.

she's sooo cool to share her bestfriends' stories with us.
she said that we chose the right topic that it really touched her deep inside.

gosh!
her stories were out of this world!
questions that we'd prepared beforehand (in case the 'sudden silent' is about to occur)
were all naturally answered in those stories.

the conversation were carried on until the time was up.
ahh! what an amazing talk!

p/s : to pemoh and myah. good job guys. high 5! *wide grin*

good night owl

2009-03-10T22:47:00.003+08:00

it's 11 something.
the night is still young, could it be.

badly exhausted.
the eyes are just on the verge of shutting.
in need to finish watching 1 more episode of BOF like mad.
plus the untouched homeworkSSS ; incomplete presentation stuff - i lost some slides! noo..
so do, the oral test tomorrow.

at this point, im so....DEAD.

z_z

45th Baeksang Arts Awards

2009-03-09T14:55:00.003+08:00

The Flower Boys F4

from above, left : Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Jun, Lee Min Hoo and Kim Bum

Yoona (Best New Actress) and Lee Min Ho (Best New Actor)

credits to : Kpopped

unravel

2009-03-09T12:42:00.004+08:00

gahh!

today i woke up late.
to blame yesterdays' PJ well yeah.
my whole parts of body including my muscle tissues (if that's what make up the situation here)
are grieving with pain!

seriously, im barely carrying my own hands.
ahh. it hurts. even now.

that's what you get for not warming up.
serve you right dude!

oh.
btw, im just having this kind of...case.
like im thinking of something.
yes, i think.
somehow i cant really figure out what am i thinking.
instead, im trying to think what actually the 'think'.

bak kata Pn. Rabaah - do you get me or not?

it's no joke man.
im not telling you 'tounge twisters' or anything.
but it's just happened most of the times, i would say.

hermm..
i'll find a way for this.
maybe till the next theory-of-mine to pop out.
haha.

cake and candles

2009-03-09T12:11:00.006+08:00

9 March

sweet seventeen

PORANDHANAAL VAZHTHIKAL ATIM!!

it's tooooo bad that today is a day-off.
*sigh*

Hatim Khadijah, a crazy fan of Lee Min Hoo (Boys Over Flowers).
all she sees in her eyes is just LMH.
i was like paralysed with fear whenever she made her 'dirty' sparkling-eyes
as the name of LMH flows over her words.

goshh.
she'd gone crazy enough to regain consciousness.
HAHA.

wait for more stories about the 'celebration'!
tomorrow, i guess. =D

p/s : atim is the one whose not wearing glasses, you might ask.

sensibility

2009-03-08T20:10:00.006+08:00

ohh.
apparently, i did posting like everyday, was i?
haha.
no big deal man..

it's just that i couldn't get myself to put a fullstop
whenever my fingers begin to dance on the keyboard letters.
though sometimes i found myself to be lost and clueless
of what the heck with all those bunch of crap.

talked about worse.
it came naturally into the same situation whenever the mouth starts opening.
talk talk and talk, there i go.
till silence kills the subject.
but the mind never fail to conduct rough-search for a new topic.

how bad is that?
HAHA!

well then, we're blessed with numerous parts of body.
we must consider how best we could utilize what we have.
that's the reason you might don't know.
or perhaps flatly refused of knowing.

flexing muscles

2009-03-08T19:05:00.003+08:00

hello hello.

today got PJ.
something which i look forward to, at times.

our PJ teacher aka our form teacher aka Kak Sya.
that's how we generally pronounced her.
see, how spoiled Bestarians were. +P

oh. back to the story.
she brought us to the school gym!
whoa! we were all like brightly-large-eyes-unexpecting face.
no sun burning and all.

we almost tried everything as if we just want to.
like girls' uncontrolled wildness spreading over the gym.
HAHA!
well yeah. it was exciting, indeed!

menyusun kata

2009-03-07T13:10:00.007+08:00

pada hari ini
saya akan berbicara menggunakan
bahasa ibunda saya yang tercinta iaitu Bahasa Melayu.

di saat ini,
dapat saya rasakan lubang hidung saya yang sedia ada besar ini semakin mengembang
dek kerana haruman kebanggan yang semakin menusuk ceruk-ceruk dalaman hidung saya.

oh.. pastinya tidak lain lagi tidak bukan kerana kerja rumah yang dititipkan
oleh Pn Zunaidah telah berjaya saya siapkan beberapa minit yang lalu.
ingin saya nyatakan di sini bahawa beliau telah mewasiatkan kami
2 buah karangan berhantu yang perlu disiapkan dalam tempoh 4 hari.

kedengaran lama bukan?

tetapi lain situasinya jika anda berada di atmosfera saya ketika ini.
terhegeh-hegeh ke sana sini mengejar masa yang tidak terkejar.
masakan masa dapat dikejar.
dilihat pun juga mustahil.
namun begitulah fitrahnya hidup bersama masa.

saban hari semakin banyak pendapat yang saya utarakan tentang masa.
maafkan saya jika perkara itu mengusutkan lagi
rongga-rongga blog saya yang sememangnya kusam lagi usang ini.

sesungguhnya ini blog saya.
saya mempunyai hak sebagai pengguna bijak.
serta saya bukanlah pelajar sekolah yang hangat diperkatakan dalam media massa
kerana saya tidak berminat menyertai sebarang pertandingan realiti seperti
Bintang Klasik Nasional mahupun Bintang RTM.

membelek buku pun payah apatah lagi terkinja-kinja
melontarkan vokal yang kurang lemak merdunya
di hadapan lautan manusia asing.

oh tidak.
mungkin saya perlu diberi suntikan kaunseling
jika suatu hari nanti terpampang di dada akhbar,
'SARAH SABRINA MEMENANGI BINTANG KLASIK NASIONAL 2010'

saya berdoa supaya tidaklah sedemikian
bermulanya kerjaya pertama saya.

sekian sahaja bebelan saya.
saya ingin ke meja makan untuk mengisi perut yang semakin rancak berkeroncong ini.

cheers to poltergeist bebeh! =)

3 hours later

2009-03-06T15:12:00.004+08:00

im an idler.

ironically,
there's a whole lot of non-fiction B O O K S awaiting for me.

it is a fairy tale own by Sarah Sabrina

p/s : dont worry, im still undergoing my respiration. either way, gasping. perhaps..

demanding

2009-03-06T12:26:00.002+08:00

time wait for no man.
i hate those words.
but then, it's Friday again.
no offence.

i haven't complete any of my last-week-homeworks.
and they keep piling up neatly as the days passed by.
like the world is coming to an end tomorrow.

and now.
all i can do is having a pathetic glance on those mountainous books.
and not to be bothered, the due date is in a couple of days.
oh mommy... how brutal life is. T.T

the exhaustion is actually comes to its limit and kills me slowly.

thus, somebody please send off my beloved yi jeong-sunbae
all the way from Republic of South Korea.
so that i wont do any harmful action like....
commiting suicide?

hekhekhek. +P

cake and candles

2009-03-05T18:53:00.003+08:00

4 March

sweet seventeen

PORANDHANAAL VAZHTHIKAL KILAH!!!

we planned to serve her 'kaw2 punye' on her birthday.
but it was a state-day-off.

just a simple wish for her through the air particles.
as she didnt bring the handphone together with her. (she stayed at the school hostel)
it's not that our school forbid the existance of any small creature named CELL PHONE.
but it's her to option for that.
isnt it.........kelakar?
oh siti akilah..siti akilah..

but dont worry my dear. there's always tomorrow.
on Thursday.
after Solat Hajat, we planned to sing for her in the public.
i mean at the corridor so that she would blush or something.
but it's KILAH by the way.
rushed here and there.
so stubborn!

we had none to choose.
eventually, we DRAG her into her class.
and the lyrics flew.
and yes! she BLUSHED.
err. a bit. but it's enough then.

mission accomplished!
HAHAHAHAHA!

i guess, wouldnt it be better if the whole block plus the canteen's makcik-makcik sang along?

+P

boys over flowers

2009-03-03T21:50:00.005+08:00

ga eul & yi jeong

my new current obsession. +)

jessy

2009-03-01T20:22:00.006+08:00

C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S ,J E S S I C A A L B A!!

FOR WINNING THE ELECTION. GOOD LUCK IN YOUR 'HG' CAREER. +P

HA HA HA!!

p/s : gambar ini dicilok dari perengseter Abg Farid Duda Berhias. Harap maklum.

e . o . f

2009-02-28T14:17:00.008+08:00

yeehaa! the eof was so much joy and sweat , may i add.

it was held at the Batu Burok Jogger Park.

the Purple group included, among others, me besides theva and pravin as the AJK in-charged.

here are the list of gamess that we played for the whole sweltering evening :

1. find your group members - not bad as a start.

2. melt the ice - melt the giant ice square using our hands without dropping it down. giler sejuk! owh btw, purple won!

3. exchange partner - we sat in a big round circle. a person would be asked whether is he/she likes his/her neighbours and if the answer was NO, then the neighbours would exchange their place as fast as they can so that the asking person wont snatched the place off.

4. what...ha..? - this game was the most hilarious amongst all! im not telling how the rules are bcos it were tricky to explain neither by words. so, i enjoyed it more than enough. HAHA.

5. poisonous banana - i hate the game! first we have to take thefresh banana coated with flour and coffee powder using our mouth. then, pealed it using our mouth again. after that, dip into the *&%$#@ solution and eat it. YUMM! finger licking good!

6. country dance - walk ahead and say out loud a country's name while doing some dance movement. me dancing? well, you tell me...

7. chicken game - a name would be called out and the rest must run to chase that lucky 'chicken' and make some sort of line like a train la..whoever person at the behind would be given a 'present'.

'present' time.

break.

shahir.

the juniors.

i dont know, but somehow, i hit the short boy's head (yellow shirt) while we were playing chicken game and my cheekbone hurt alot! haha.

admiration

2009-02-27T11:49:00.004+08:00

good morning friday!

FRIDAY.
yes, it means weekend!
well, yeah. not that somehow a big deal.
but i just love it!

i did a random visit to others' blog just now.
WOW they were all well worth a visit.

and OBVIOUSLY, mine was crummy.
school and my dreary life yet again.
haha.
how i wish..

well, it's my blog after all.
dont flick through if you dont want to.
who cares.
O.o

owh, this evening will be the EOF (evening of friendship?).
my very first activity after being part of the society.
well, i just hate that they changed the name LCDS to ELS.

it sounds horribly odd.
like something to do with Electronic brand.
derh.
but it's not me to argue about it.
let's just hope everything is way better than the name itself.

tuesday

2009-02-24T19:12:00.004+08:00

school today was just normally abnormal as it is.
the thunderous sounds made by the 'Bestarians' , head-cracking homeworks ,
nodding off to sleep while Bio class and
played childish when experimenting Chemistry stuff.
everything was just as fine as bad.

today, another stayback-ing.
seems that i did stayback-ing like alot these days.
oh well, I HAD TO.
gotta finish off those desk-full homeworks.

joined the Journalism Media Club meeting.
and then lepak-ing.
we were laughing hysterically for those cranky jokes.
and my belly hurts because of that over-laugh.
Hi....hi...hi..buran.
HAHAHAHA!

that's all for today. im off to finish up The Pearl presentation.
derh.. =(

newbie

2009-02-23T20:13:00.005+08:00

hello there!

i've plenty to say right now but i guess my memories would
instantly ran away in the middle post.
oh well...it's ME, by the way.

today, im on duty.
oh, take note that im now officially procounced as a librarian!
except for my white-uniform.
talk about discipline.
HAHAHA!

to be librarian is not that cushy for that lotsa work to do.
contrasting all my thoughts.
wait! i ain't giving up.
im just....realising. that's all.

had a fun chat with syeera while brief-reading Reader's Digest.
what a source of information, after all. haha!

homeworks homeworks homeworks.
get off from my way, please!

random

2009-02-21T18:26:00.005+08:00

ft island

we'll be missing you oh won bin!

elder brother

2009-02-20T12:12:00.004+08:00

congrats nerdy!

he's determined to make success in everything he does, mainly in academic.
he did proved it yet again.
that's why mama oftenly invite comparison with my hopeless values.

well, not to blame her.
it is mother who hold the ever-lasting pray for us to step forward each day.
i believe so. =)

cake and candles

2009-02-19T17:41:00.006+08:00

19 february

sweet seventeen

PORANDHANAAL VAZHTHIKAL DEEDAY!!

she had an awful lot of nutnames. Jessica Alba, Abg Farid Duda Berhias, HG, Faridah Senai Airport etc.

once she opened her mouth, you will get your brain in mess. that is truly non-pirated Faridah Hanim Abu Bakar.

as today, a big round lollipop fully contaminated by the saliva of mine is specially for her.hoped she did enjoy it.

HAHAHAHA!

an early-morning birthday song as if we realized for that her heart is pumping at top speed at the thought of 'today'.but, she made to stay cool. yeah, LONG LIVE HG!

'you empty'

2009-02-19T17:12:00.010+08:00

today we went to UMT (University Malaysia Terengganu) for the Edu-Care.

well, not much to say.

participated by Universities nationwide for the offered-courses promotion.

we were wandering about for the brochures, briefing bla3.

all in all, it was indeed a tiring day...

'Bestarians'

with fussy and sneezy

arifah the rockstar!

meet 'Jessica Binti Alba'.

the ALBA

2009-02-18T18:58:00.005+08:00

another day of stayback-ing.
but today was so-so.
in contrast, yesterdays' was awesome!
we were talking about school's what-to-be-the-matter issues..
well, not to mention here.
because....i wont!
HAHAHA.

seriously.
these days, i found myself to face a massive overdose of energy supply during the day.
as a result, im likely being shot dead at night and hardly to be awaken in the next day.
i think it is all about...weather conditions??
too much vitamin E absorbed is just not good.
muahahaha.

p/s : im spreading lots of 'ong' to Jessica-Alba-wannabe for the tommorow's election! can you smell it Jessy? =P

e-mail lalu!

2009-02-17T20:18:00.006+08:00

a warm welcome for the universe's most annoying creature,
none other than my dearest fussy MYAH.
i can still hear your howl with laughter for my web address.
HA..HA..HA..

since the blog is now open for public to draw any critisism,
i would like to have an intro on a STERN WARNING that,
this blog has nothing but my grumbling notes.

i shall say that, im still under-age (kononnye..)
your consideration is crucial in critisising.
im soft-hearted and easily touched!

muahahahahahahaha! +D

pak din

2009-02-16T20:05:00.005+08:00

oh Pak Din. Pak Din and Pak Din.
where the h*ll were you just now?!!
you should. no, you HAVE to pick us up at 4.30. or at least 5......

YOU GAVE THE WORD YESTERDAY

but i didn't see any bright yellowish 'school bus' of yours passed by
for the entire HOURS of thirst and sweat.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
my brain is bursting out!!

that's all, thank you.

draft

2009-02-15T17:22:00.002+08:00

attention for Sneezy dude aka PEMOH.

first and foremost..
fyi,
the post had been in the draft since forever.
HAHAHA! sorry bebeh..
check out at the previous post of january.
and get your sneezy face there. bweekk! +P

cake and candles

2009-02-15T16:13:00.010+08:00

15 february

sweet seventeen

the picture says it all. again, PORANDHANAAL VAZHTHIKAL DAYAH!!

it's too bad that we had an assembly this morning - soul destroying as usual.

and dayah was quite 'kelamkabut huruhara harubiru' today.

so, i just made her a plain and silly wish while we were heading to the rest room for a change.

but then, after PJ we all toghether sang her birthday songs in 3 languages! - malay, english and chinese.

and she'd been so cute to blushed! don't be cos you don't

muahahhahaha! +PP

to be alive

2009-02-13T12:07:00.004+08:00

what life is all about?

sure, people's perspective are broad.
mine would be as simple as this phrase :

people curse life as they in pain,
and people forget life as they gain,
but life, is forever there to accept us the way we are.

therefore, i want to appreciate life more from now onwards.
hopefully!

present

2009-02-12T19:04:00.003+08:00

oh yeah.
there you go 2009.
you made it well !
everybody is muttering on you for the hectic kick off.
i must say, not only me to be officially to complaint every and each seconds
instead, millions of them!
though it appears radically different matters but time does prove it all.
nevertheless, time is interminable.
our journey still have a long way to go.
so, lift up you spirit and move on, sarah sabrina!

+)

fork and bowl

2009-02-11T16:27:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA!

doesn't it sounds cool when you spell out laugh as an intro?
oh comm'on, sarah. just cut out the crap. haha.

owh. school. just fine.
except for the marks - addmath.
erhh. it's SERIOUSLY nasty.
my deepest apology, sir! T.T

about the title..i feel like eating noodles! oh, how im dying in hunger....

balanced

2009-02-10T16:59:00.003+08:00

farewell exam !!

and hello regrets.....

uhh., it's commonly rare for me to not to have regrets.
commiting mistakes are all about to gain lessons.
well.. that's life, i shall say.

(scene 1 - exam is over)
mum : it wasn't MISTAKE. you ask for it.
dad : there's always next time..

(scene 2 - result day)
mum : it's okay lah..
dad : WHAT WAS THAT GONNA DO WITH THOSE IN RED INK???!!

ayyooo~

try this!

2009-02-09T17:08:00.003+08:00

wulalala.
me + exam = -.-

here's some handy tips for an exploding head with blank exam papers :

1. one more thorough reading , just in case.
2. blankness? be poise, say goodbye.
3. self motivate - you wont die for the marks..
4. have a delightful sleep on the desk!

disqualification

2009-02-08T19:27:00.003+08:00

today got badminton tournament. the very final selection.
and i failed it.

H.E.
half-bald shiny head with those ***** glasses and remarkable blue motorbyke.
not to blow the name here.
well sulaimanians....you know who.

the story begins - he's wicked.

expressing doubt sarcastically.
he just couldn't be more....considerate?!
sure, i admit for the lousy play.
but I TRIED! for at least.
derh.
maybe i should get him new glasses for the upcoming teacher's day. O.O

thank you

2009-02-07T09:23:00.006+08:00

wohoo! im awake now. what an early wake for a weekends. haha. 'early' for the sake of me.

btw, i just recall what was happened yesterday. ahh. my memory-chip is getting rusty. as always.

my piano teacher seems not in the mood for a moment. sure, preety trembling. she just kept silent and give me pages of theory activity. Thanks God it didnt last long. BUT then, before i went back i got CNY Angpaus from her! and Teacher Wee also! muahaha! my eyes turned huge round to get myself informed that teacher is actually married! wow.

later on i found my head bumped into wild imagination of how do the husband's.....look? haha. don't blame me. she's so young and beautiful as well! anyways, thank you for the lovely angpaus ladies! =)

gotta get myself buried in addmath afterwards. derhh..

p/s : ignore the previous post. you say it. a boring girl, in the dead of night..being blank and random as she's always be at anytime anywhere. haha.

What is so special about you is your you

2009-02-06T22:45:00.008+08:00

just came back from class and i feel like to update but topic-less.
its just that im too boring plus toooo lazy for a revision right now.
arghh! when would all this come to an end. i mean a REAL end.
walala. silly talk again. >.<

about the title. haha. i watched High 5 this morning. it's a song's lyric actually. nothing...they just cant get away from my head. ^^

Time

2009-02-06T12:20:00.010+08:00

wohoo! im back! after a short and tiring week. clock's ticking so fast as if im wondering.. is it now February? ohh..

i felt a serious tire-ness with EVERYTHING throughout the week. well, it's not that i did many things. but it turned out like that. and im tired! this is the whole tiring stuff i did. or should it be i had to do?
haha. whatever. just have a glance onto them :

Sunday - TOV started. at last. yea, im expecting that but not now! thanks God it was BM papers + EST. not much alphabets to hurt those pity eyes. >.<

Monday - English + HISTORY paper. i hate history as always. and it will always be. how can people memorized all those peristiwa and who did this and that.. for hundred pages? arh! well, i guess. people does. pemoh my present classpartner, for instance. and also my ex-mate , mariana. derh. i thought their memory-chip supposed to have wider space, perhaps? haha.

Tuesday - ModMath + Pai + Fz. i would say...'enjoy'! dont want to talk about it cos you know, me and exam...we're NEVER meant to be with.
oh btw, that evening they had badminton practice. i didnt show up at the first tournament last 2 weeks because of that silly sick - sorethroat. but i do 'gatal nak ikot' in case they need extra players. muahaha.
so i just went there with the Puteri Islam Uniform. derhh! nobody's informed about the practice neither my friends, who are originally selected in the tournament.
i swear, it's a BIG humiliation. people keep staring at those pinky thick attire. oh gosh. i sweat BADLY. and my shoulders ached! conclusion - i need TO exercise. haha. +P

Wednesday - History (again..) + EST + Mod Math. blablabla..and the Physics class that night. i just try myself to had fun since i only have boy friends during all my tuition classes. there are actually the girls, but only in certain classes. well well.., the boys are not bad. they have their own good too. haha. and they helped me a lot! +)

Thursday -Pai + Fz2 + Fz3. exam is not gonna work for me huh? oh yea, today is mum's birthday! haha. only a simple wishes from us. cos dad's coming home late. load of works, of cos. and we're planning a dinner few days later, i hope. hold on mum! xD
Addmath class last night. err. as usual. i sat with those boys. who cares!
oh btw, there's a big fight between two girls of my class. i dont really know what is exactly to be the matter but i'll find out later. muahahaha! it's fun though. *evil laugh*

Friday - im here! appreciating my PC moments with all those craps above. haha. i have piano class within 2 hours from now. and tonight there will be Essay&Writing class. arhh! im too busy to finish up my essay homework. i mean busy in laziness.

conclusion - Principal! i need rest.

cake and candles

2009-02-04T17:35:00.004+08:00

5 february 2009

a small piece of talking-heart here i lay,

for the pretiest mum i would say,

to be with me each day,

to blow the fire away,

to bring the snow in May,

even the clock cant replay,

the world walks away,

your wrinkles come to pay,

and you leave today,

to God I pray,

for your greatest love to stay,

with me who stray.

a lovely wish of happy birthday,

from your little darling oh yayy!

(hoho.cant believe that i spent almost an hour for this short stanza. and a very very simple language. what a loser. well, dont expect me to be Shakespeare. i was not born as if him! )

sweaty + smelly = healthy

2009-01-27T19:13:00.008+08:00

yeah. another day out. and this time we went exercising! muahaha! exactly in definition, we played badminton. a battle of 6+1 in one court. (me, syeera, kilah, dayah, pemoh, biskut + tun2.) blablabla. you wouldn't want me to say the whole story. it was as the same as other's and you too! so, as you get it! oh by the way, enjoy the snapping!

p/s : tun2 was late! so the '+1' would be the punnishment. haha! joking dear. it was good that you still made it. =)

world children's day. muahaha.

limited edition. for more info call 999. +P

oh. there you are tun2! =D

picnic?

2009-01-26T16:22:00.005+08:00

Kak Zila n Kak Zana are around, here in KT for the whole week and we were planning a reunion today. unfortunately, most of the group members couldn't make it. but it's okay guys. maybe next time. and we'll make the party even more rocker! woohooo! +D

ice cream nyum-nyum!

some of the group 18's + Kak Zila

yeah. express your 'cuteness'!

gorjass aida! ^^

seducing? haha.

us.

bubbles yayy!

snap-snap 2

2009-01-26T15:52:00.004+08:00

abg ameq yg basah kuyup wajahnya. haha.

abg aiman? kot..

abg 'dok tahu name' . haha.

=)

the pond!

wohoo!

(photos downwards were taken on around 6.00am Day 2)

we're gay! ^^

kilah is eatin' smething but i couldn't recall what was it. $.$

dayah's cute act! +P

atim and her cool pose. +D

roxy sera! =)

snap snap.

2009-01-23T13:28:00.013+08:00

here are some of the pics we'd taken during the Camp

it's OUR stairway!

meet Qistina Aida! (on the left)

amek wak balik umh ah pokok tu atym. haha.

the pool!

jual kelapakah kalian semua?

dayah nampak ganas. haha.

looks like atym is being abused. haha.

i like the colourful-ness!

atym.atym.atym!

kayak-ing!

rakit-ing!

nice snap, dayah. +P

a bunch of 'wild' boys fed those fishes with biscuits.

erk.....buruk lagi cacat.

dayahdayahdayah!

Abg Mie! nk gi smayang jumaat.

the hottest guy ever - Amiey!

cake and candles

2009-01-19T17:05:00.001+08:00

19 January

sweet seventeen

PORANDHANAAL VAZHTHIKAL PEMOH!!
we get her a surprise birthday party right after we ended cross-country.
venue : in front of music room.
and the party was a BLAST!
we planned a crazy lame joke by pasting up lots of flyers with lots of harsh words.
but she made to stay cool along the while.
and then the plan move on.
we took out her specs and BBOOOOMMM!
sprays, balloons, cakes were in!
we jumped like mad and ran here and there played childish.
it was WOW fun!
it's too bad that i didn't bring camera.
lots of silly snapping with 'creamy-face'. haha.

a moment to remember

2009-01-16T13:01:00.012+08:00

Thursday - the 5th day of school, a camp was held.. yes! me too, in a huge shock when i first heard the news, a day before. 'what?! a CAMP in the very first week of school? madness..'

actually the camp is open for the first-ranked class which is 5AA ONLY, obviously not for me but then everybody is like refused to go because of tuition classes, of course. well, the camp is on the weekends, so they would not want to miss any of it as it was just an English Camp. no worries at all. nevertheless, my friends kilah and dayah still in the mood of joining it.

therefore, the chance was given to other students. im not in but then my friends wrote down my name together with them in the list. i was like 50-50. the list name is now 'terlebih'. things gone even more complicated! yea. the camp is tomorrow! ergh. i was pening2 and serabot2. then i packed up my stuff up and just let things go with the flow..if i were in, then my dad would just send my luggage off and if not i will just go back home after school. that's it.

on the camp day, which was my birthday [muahahaha.] one of the girls confirmed that she's not going. automatically, i was in. so so so.. yea. im going. not that excited for the word 'Amazing English Camp' freaks me a lot. with my poor English language and the camp itself. getting my mind refreshed on my previous camp experiences back in my form 3 life, im still 'oh no'...but the dudes kept babbling 'it's English man...what a waste if you didnt join..'
okay. okay.

i went there, Setiu, if im not mistaken, with my '50-50' feeling. there were 15 of us. (me, kilah, dayah, atim, sera, teha, alya, lisa, arul, nagend, william, weng ju, gan, zamir and firdaus)

we arrived there about 7.15pm. the journey was quite fun although other schools seems to hate our loudness. haha. who cares! back to the venue. omg! it's a resort .nice scenery yet far far far away in the palm oil estate. bad thoughts kept wandering in mind. we had the dinner, shower and pray before going back to the ballroom. or should it be a room? i dont know. but it's a small house-like building which the room is in the upstairs. (guess what. towards the end of the camp, i realised that i LOVE the building very much! especially the staircase. there were thousands memories to be hold tightly in heart)

we were split into groups. yea. mixing with other schools. (i hate it. ergh..) luckily, i was in the same group with kilah. 'first impressions are always wrong'. the phrase that i have been questioning for so long. but now, i deeply understand and believe the saying. my group began in the most damn boring silence instead it turns chaotic as time passes. especially in the night of talent show. it was the most awesome, hilarious, fun, splendid, night i have ever had in experiencing camps.

back to our first day,.after breaking the ice session, we were asked to do cheers, logo, motto and presentation. well, not bad as a start. before we went to sleep, me and the girls celebrated my 7teen birthday. haha. my most memorable birthday party ever. we enjoy a plate of the most high-class cuisine which was koko cruch! hahaha! the present was a free gift from the box. it's a giraffe. haha. hey wait! it's me who bought them. muahaha. but still, i enjoyed the moment with all my heart! thanks dudes! lav ya all! +DDD

(here we met a girl which happened to be our bestfriend for the whole 3 days. a CHWS student named Qistina Aida. her language is superb! and she's nice. great meeting you darl! Bani from SMKTB also. you are so funny!)

2nd day - morning. warming up time! yeay! we were taught many type of dances. ah, forgot to mention about the facilitators. they are all students from various universities, young, sporting, creative and cute too! haha. chicken dance, poco-poco dance, japanese dance, banana dance and many more! they were all hillarious. ah! how i love the camp! haha. sorry. i cant help but to feel the thrill whenever the memories jump into my mind. +))

the boys were ready for solat jumaat. so we took this chance to wander around the resort. the scenery was breath-taking! the pond, swimming pool, chalets, stalls and everything! we snapped some photos of it and also with the facis! (i dont know how to write this.)
fyi, the resort is situated beside the PLKN. so everyday, we can see the 'wira-wirawati negara' .muahahhahahahahha!
in the evening we had exlporace. another exciting yet sweating moments. the game was really great and it is mostly like a brain-challenge. still, everybody enjoyed it. we unite together as one team. although we never know and say even a word to one another before but we could feel the joy of laughing and cheering as one . the same thing goes to other groups.

time flew as we ignored it. it was the last night to be there. talent show night. our group combined with dayah and sera's group to perfom a drama. im not in the role of course. no way! i would just screwed up the storyline or the dialog, maybe. hahaha. me as a narrator. the easiest part among all. but still it gave me big anxious though. hahaha. our drama is a big success eventhough we didnt win. everybody was laughing at the acting. it's okay. you guys are still the best! aida is pronounced as the best actress of the night. congrats! +)

last day - today we had outdoor activities which were kayak, rakit, sampan etc. i didnt try any of them as my stomach ache! not totally in the mood. so i just watched. waaa! im regretting it now. then, the prize giving ceremony. after having lunch, we were ready to go back! waaa! teary moments. it's hard to say goodbye to such a wonderful camp with beautiful place, sporting and cute facis, awesome new friends! waaaaa! i hope there will be more camps with no rules like this in the future. we really got our souls into it! +DDD

the photos will be updated soon!

p/s : i know the story sounds dull and boring. it appears to be as the same story as any other camps. but i swear, it's different! yea. blame it on my poor language and story-telling skills. waaa! +(

tiresome

2009-01-15T17:16:00.007+08:00

first day school, urrmm.. nothing much to talked about. new classmates, teachers blablabla. oh wait. there IS something differ from the last years'. its proud-to-be-seniors feeling! woah! it's awesome. walking ahead with fear no more, to crap and act silly whenever wherever even to drool in the canteen. who cares! no more shit laughs from the insane seniors who are too @#$&%$ to speak about others every now and then instead of setting her eyes on her own idiotic actions. urgh! how i hate those days of being juniors.

oh. the tuition classes! argh! as what i have been imagine in my wild thoughts before, there's no more sit back-and-dream moments for me this year. clock is ticking away rapidly and the whole week is now fully scheduled with my tuition clasess, piano class, homework-ing, rushing here and there. my moment is now dissapearing. arghh! you will never have the idea of how brutal the world is.

the mood is now sinking even more deeper.. yes! its January, the one and only cross-country moment! as for me to sit in front of my pc right now is PRICESLESS! therefore the world, the clock and every seconds of it, is now mine. totally mine! muahahaha. but to see it on the other perspective, i think it's a good start for me to eliminate few kilos and put on my old jeans again. sobs.

updating

2009-01-15T16:38:00.002+08:00

as usual, its a late wish - HAPPY NEW YEAR!! and and and. Happy Blissful Seventeenth to me too! muahaha. +PP

woah. 2008 is like flew by the wind yet im still in the sixteen mood! waa. getting older with SPM waiting up at the end of the journey. argh! all this stuff... are sucks! instead of drowning in tons of homeworks each day, im still playing around and have a good sleep and meals too. haha. *bad*
well, time will change us. i hope. =)

yeah! the blog is now as rusty as it is before. being neglected like it is owned by nobody.haha. okay okay. today, i'll write a few post before i vanish away from my dear internet. oh..that hurts. T.T

zero-idea

2008-12-14T14:42:00.002+08:00

hohoho. sorry for that i was toooooo lazy to update the blog. besides, i have nothing much to write on. like i have noted in the earlier post, im a poor story teller and I REALLY AM. bwahahaha. just bear with it bloggy. good news! as now im in the mood so im gonna write something. crappy though. xD

well, at this moment everybody would probably in the joy of vacation with the family while im drowning in boredom and gasping for more thrill. all that i did was just same thing since the holidays kicked off. you dont want me to list them, i swear. oh daddy, i wanna go outside! taking fresh-breath in the middle of green slope with supreme view of the town. or maybe in the mall, enjoying the giant sales. *sobbing*

as far as i know some of my friends, maybe most of them were now busy with their tuition classes in various tuition centre which i haven't start any yet. and it gives me big anxious for that im not a book enthusiast. so it worries me a lot! T.T

someday

2008-11-20T13:03:00.005+08:00

Someday - younha's 2nd korean album is finally released on August 2008. it consist of 17 songs including 2 instrumentals. having her very own music style with mesmerizing vocal would definitely made the listeners to have their jaw opened. i have listened to some of her tracks and WOW! no doubt, she did it superbly well. i wish i could have the album. (sobs)

tracklist ;

1. Gossip Boy

2. Memories (feat. Tablo) (Rap Mix)

3. Hero

4. Someday

5. [theyl] [ley] sells

6. Rain & The Bar

7. sounds of rain

8. Rainbow

9. Best Friend

10 Strawberry Days

11 For Catharina

12 hates

13 My Song AND…

14 does not cry E

15 memories (Original Mix)

16 [theyl] [ley] sells, (inst.)

17 hates, (inst.)

i love ' my song and...' the most! something calm and peaceful to be listen to besides the lyrics is so sweet! ^^

attention

2008-11-15T21:41:00.002+08:00

i need my phone back!

is that clear?

from the bottom of my heart

2008-11-15T21:31:00.003+08:00

dear phone shop,

the one that i have sent my phone for repairing service 64 800 minutes ago..
wth you are doing with the phone?! enjoying it with butter and jams for breakfast? oh no.
i dont think the fault was that bad since it was just a screen problem.
and one more stupid thing. why you always said that you have nothing to do with it and i have to deal with the 'factory' by myself as if i want it now.
omg! what factory you are talking about?!!cadbury milk factory??
oh please...just give the phone back and GET LOST idiot!

hooray

2008-11-14T13:15:00.004+08:00

MY VERY BAD DAY - a few days before the holiday, i finally get some of the marks and it is horrible. no joke man. it is truly horrible. at the moment when others is having wide grin spread over thier face while holding their marked papers, i stood there frozely. as what i have expected, im the major loser. yes, i get the hint and im ready to be kicked out from my class next year. waaaa!! it is pitiful to be alone for the final year of highschool besides im not good at making new friends. ok, E N D of discussion.

it is party time! holidays is just started and im enjoying the freedom after three weeks of madness - having thousands of alphabets and numbers to be memorized. YUCKS!
i have no plans for the holidays since the father is 24/7 with his calculation and i guess im spending the days watching tv and interneting like i did in the past holidays. but i still have little plan which every teens always do when they are bored -hanging out with the friends. how i miss my old friends so much. i really want to know the new, hot stories about thier life since i have not meeting them for such a long time. wooaah! cant wait! =)

lazy-bones

2008-10-10T13:07:00.011+08:00

im doing a quick post since a desk-full of schoolworks is waiting for me. (there's no differents at all if i stop writing though. haha.) firstly, it's a late wishing but still, im wishing to all muslims 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri' and have a great month of Syawal!

the final exam is only finger-count days to go. still, im not fully prepared. the revision, exercises bla3. sobsss. i believe that everybody have their own idea in mind of how significant is the final exam. i know i know. but exams is not for me! seriously. the highly-better results of my frens especially the Gjays, eventhough now they are no longer as the same school as me (they are boarding schooling)is throwing me deep into the nasty drain.

oh my blank rusty brain. i guess it is habit. revising at eleventh hour and 10 seconds-reading is helpless. whenever i start studying, the sleepy mood is irresistable. yes! LAZINESS. the fresh-look of my revision books is disappointing me. but i try to read them. yes, i do. err.. maybe sometimes. hee. believe me, im trying. but then, im helpless! i wish i could have the same brain as if the genius had. someday..perhaps.

till then, wish me luck! (no more luck? haha.)

going nuts

2008-09-22T17:41:00.016+08:00

4 addmath papers given to be answered. what do you have to say?the 'diagnostic test' [or whatsoever] is yucks! do they know that we, students or biologically pronounced ; homo sapien only have one brain. i thought we'll be doing as if the real exam since the other classes did, but my messy class seems to ignored the rules and start making loud noises with the discussing and copying activity. so do i. [muaahhahaha. who cares, rite?]

ah., i still got loads of untouched schoolworks. wont mentioned here because i forgot all those pieces! and now, here i am . eyes open wide in front of the old computer neglecting those works. you have to believe the saying that bad eggs will always bad. haha. *grin*

SOS

2008-09-19T13:33:00.002+08:00

argh! there it comes again. uninvited. i do really very very hate sore throat! [i mean it]unbearable illness that seems to be 'loving' me very much since forever. killing me for at least countless-time a year. but this time, 'you' got the wrong timing 'darling'. it's fasting month for the muslims! and how can i ever survive without a drop of water with the painful, dry throat. mind you, the sick throat that gives uncomfortable mood, thirst, and whatever it would be, is beyond expression. you wont deeply get the feeling until you have gone through it by yourself. [do pray that you wont.] having sore throat is likely being dumb. voiceless all day long, hardly swallowing the saliva, uneven body temperature. lying foolishly in the bed is all you can do since the pain is to death. i wonder that this is only happened to me. argh. 5 more hours to go before breaking the fast. waaaa! im dying. T.T

listening to the big bang's - haru haru [if im not mistaken] . nice. the melody is quite easy to follow which is great! and nice song, good MV, adorable members [seungri!]. everything is AMAZING about big bang!
*it does make the suffering mood much better. xD

babbling

2008-09-17T17:02:00.004+08:00

yes! you are right. this is my first time writing a blog! (old-fashioned) making my first step to turn on the pc, my hands keep on wobbling unsteadily like it sweats very badly. hoping that everything is under control. but up until now im still wondering whether i got something to jot down in this particular blog. completely no idea! i could even hear my heart beats like mad. haha. 'kolot'.

okay, enough of being so nervous out of nothing. i'll start with my life. (boring topic) the name is sarah sabrina badruldin. feel free to call me anything as long as it wont get me heart attack or something. im 16 in ages and a part of sulaimanians. living humbly with the family of 4 ; the parents and older brother who's now away for the studies. very keen on korean/japanese/chinese culture, music, life-style, language, people, cuisine and everything. lazy and useless in person. very very weak in the studies. (the result is always a disaster) heh. i guess im done. what a topic. hate it hate it hate it! urgh.

the main purpose of why im here? err. im killing out the wasted time after getting bored of my not-so-beneficial daily routine ; watching movies, dramas, gameshows, music, eating, sleeping, etc. not even a single thing that will probably bring more better effects like books. perhaps. haha. see, it is woeful to be me.

i bet my blog would be the worst ever! haha. blame it on my poor language and story-telling skill. (sorry dearie blog!)